Wednesday, October 31, 2007
~A Super duper belated Present~
Today finally went for the manicure near Dar house that i always wanted to try. That shop provides acrylic and gel extension service too. But those r too expensive think i just have to wait for my nails to grow longer for nail arts. The lady was really patient for what i can say and i think i am quite satisfied with her skill, haven tried the nail arts though. Some more there is alot cheaper than PINC. The environment of course not as good as PINC that haf big basin,big arm chair etc.Some manicurist just wanna earn money anyhow file ur nail till not even one, and never paint evenly, then charge u xtra for using OPI.... What the heck!!! esp those in Bugis. almost all r very fond of doing that. i think it's cheating ppl' money.
Met Wanqi for dinner, she is still as usual pretty and slim~ No matter how hard she try to gain weight oso wont gain lo. What's this? so i must try to gain weight so that i will lost weight? She still got liang xin. Got present for me from the Melaka n Bangkok trip. I also gotten my super duper belated birthday present.
Thank you guys for the present... gan dong to the verge of tears see how i treasure these present. Motivation to lost weight lo~ Next meeting u will see me eating salad and plain water. haha. I'm not really a beach ger i need to lost 10kg to become a Bikini babe lo. Anyway, thanks ger Muackz~ Rmb our date on Dec ar...
Btw Happy Birthday Pineapple~
May ur wish to find ur sugar mummy can come true~
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
~放羊的星星~
Finished watching 放羊的星星, really touch by this drama. Really addicted to this show manz. No wonder suyong says this is the best Taiwan idol drama. Really lo very very nice. Like the starring actor Jimmy Lim 林志穎~ he is so shuai~ can scarified everything to persist the relationship he trusts. Really touch. The very last time that i am so addicted to drama is meteor garden 1.
Highly recommended!!! A bit tempted to get the VCD. The actress 劉荷娜 is a Korean the Korean women are all so pretty. Flawless and fair complexion everything that a girl will b envious about. She is so so so pretty. and what she is born in 1986-March-22 younger than me!!!. Love her. Beautiful things are good for eye. hee..
Pretty rite~ tml gg to meet Wanqi so much to tell her never meet for months must intro her this show too. ppl there 100% worth watching. recommended by: Lynn ( Drama Expertise)
Monday, October 29, 2007
Throughout last week was bad for me~ Bad luck pls leave me alone!!! On the sat I was busy editing the slides for the presentation so never go out with him. So he say he will meet me later but not confirm. haiz i rather not meet, just wanted to watch my show to relax a bit, but get scolded by him. Gers can be sensitive but Guys r so insensitive! Luckily everything is fine now....Haven been posting sometime happy recently... Cuz there isn't anything worth to be happy about ...
Finally finished editing my slides and happily send to ZT, then realize i am so unlucky tat my doc wasn't saved. i was so desperate losing something like that means ur efforts were gone down the drain. I feel like a Hai(4) ren jing, because of me ppl haf to do extra work. I am deeply sorry about it... really felt like dying when i was redoing them
I really have no affinity with that old com. Hate it to the core. Y did i still use it? I have no choice cuz sis was doing her FYP report. And thought that it was fixed since it was stable these few months but it failed me again. Last time also cuz my FYP report to be lost and during yr one cuz my physical report to be lost. i spent so much to fix it still like that. Really feel like smashing it using a baseball bat.
Tml is that day. I must jia you. sortta have a kind of feel that every bad thing is gg to end soon.
Wanna post something that is happy~ I hope and I pray... There will b some happiness in my life.
Saturday, October 27, 2007
Started to know more about Red.M.T. She says got no goal in life. That sounded just like me. I have no goal in life and dun even noe who i am. Lynn seem to b the closest stranger to me. It true tat we take ppl who r nice and genuine concern for us for granted. I am sorry all my dearest. Their care for us is selfless feels like gg up to my mum hugging her telling her how much i love her.
About Ah-Na, she is the most easy-gg person i even encountered. No matter how unfairly she is being treated, she still smile and accept what lies in front of her. This is a very brave and strong character. Not everyone can be as cool as she is.
I haven be really opened up to my thoughs and feelings, i rather share my activities or encounter in my blog, cuz i dunno who will end up reading them.
But to be very very honest now. I really really dun wish to give the presentation on Tuesday.
Friday, October 26, 2007
~Foot Reflexology~
The first time in my life that i have done a real foot ReflexologyHow does it feels? Ouch! Ouch! Ouch! So painful yet ticklish ~ Initially i thought the it was those relaxing kinda of massage but end up Ouch!!!
Whenever i saw the variety show showing those artists struggling and screaming during the whole massage process i thought it was exaggerating. How can that be so painful? But really it is very very very painful!
Din know I'm so "problematic" before the session begins. My whole leg is aching like nobody business.
Since when did Lynn become so unhealthy. But look at my size i am still as round, so unfair. Unhealthy and fat!!! I rather be unhealthy but slim.
Digestion Problem: Since young already cant eat too full, cant eat too oily, cant gets too hungry if not it my stomach problem will elapse or worst b the Merlion.
Leg Fatigue: ??? Also Dunno why. No wonder i started to get tired after shopping for few hours now. Last time, i can shop for the whole day and almost every day in a week w/o feeling tired.
What's wrong wif me? Luckily i have a "Carry" bF.
Stiff shoulder & neck: Of course la. Doing reportS day n night in front of the com who will not have stiff muscles. And maybe it's time for me to change a pillow. what pillow should i get? can ppl there pls advice? But not the OSIM pillow pls, it cost $199 lo. pengz...
Insufficient rest: I wonder any student in NUS can have sufficient rest!U know what i mean if u r one...
Migraine: So many things to fred about w/o sufficient rest it's weird to not have it.
Most importantly my poor brain. That is the most painful reflex point during the session. Painful until i nearly kick tat person. My tears and cold sweats all drip out man. No wonder i getting stupider my poor brain cannot absorb any thing. But I can go into deep sleep day and night yet cant get quality rest. Haiz why issit so? No wonder i feel so lethargic cuz my brain carried all the burdens to my bed.
The weird thing is my sister enjoyed it! She say she loves that kind of pain and was enjoying. What an abnormal foot she have! lol... Actually it think i am more abnormal lo. It like every part is painful for me!! She even laff at me lo. Halo~ this is not for show!!! It really painful really feel like kicking that person. After the massage, i hesitated for awhile b4 standing cuz i dunno whether my legs r still able to function. And i feel very tired and sleepy after the massage. Hope i will have a good dream and quality rest tonight.
That person strongly recommend me to do more reflexology as a therapy.
Should I? Ermm... SEe how !st...
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Went back to school today to submit report. Haiz.... school is so so so far from my house.I really wanna thanks Joanna for photocopying the pharmacopia for me. Come to think about it, i think i'm already dead in NUS without her helps. I sort of gan dong by her act~ If not for her dun think i will even be in the babe's group. I think i am lucky to have her as my friend. haha What' wrong wif me getting so emotional these days.
Suddenly thought of Wanqi, Denise & pineapple too... Realized that we haven meet-up for a long long time. I'm stuck in this bloody school qi's working haiz so diff to meet. I believed that strong friendship is sustainable even when we do not meet up often. True friend accept who u r but not what u r. Working in flex is one of the important event in my life of cuz I get to know these impt ppl that i probably wont forget in my life.
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
~Fairness in Life~
Bad luck continue on the 2nd day of the week.- If fairness exists why do ppl in Africa starve to death and suffer from malnutrition while some waste the good foods by pouring then down the bin n made themselves anorexia?
- If fairness exists then why do some ppl study so hard just to get a pass while some genius can effortlessly scored?
- If fairness exist why do some ppl get respected as an indivdual but some are not?
- if fairness exist why do some ppl born with a golden spoon while I'm born with a plastic spoon working so hard (tutoring) just to get some money.
To me, fairness does not exist. It only exist if the situation favour u... I hate myself and hate the way i portray myself to ppl. What do ppl say about me? Ppl: Lynn's talkative, noisy , loud and maybe a funny presenter? I learned that what u portray will affect how ppl treat or feels about u. So ppl like me should be pin-pointed and be used as a bin for ppl to vent their frustration. PPL OUT THERE PLS DUN JUDGE A PERSON UNLESS U R CERTAIN THAT U KNOW THEM WELL. It hurtful...
Lynn u r good! u r funny! what is the definition of good? Seriously do u remember what i presented or u think that i am good cuz i am entertaining enough? I did not pin-point to anyone cuz i am sensitive enough to know how the others might feel.
So....am i a clown in my presentation? Is that the Lynn that u think she is??? ya of course i dun denied that i am noisy. These are parts of me that i hate. Do ppl who think think this way about me thought that i am not worth their respect? cuz she's like that....
Everybody took diff module and r busy with it, so am I. It's pointless to compare who is busier. Furthermore, if ppl out there have something in their mind about what i wrote. Pls think thrice. Ppl who also NEVER volunteer to be a presenter pushing the unwanted task to me. What position do u have to say such a thing?
So Lynn cant be sensitive cuz she is crappy? Lynn cant be serious cuz she is always joking. Lynn cant kept secret cuz she is talkative. Is that what ppl think? I swear I never spill out secret that i promised to keep.
A good thing to be soft-spoken person is that u are reliable, super nice wont gossip about ppl and will kept secret. Crap and phew... Never judge a book by its cover!
Ppl who are more reserve and serious often get more respect and have their feeling sensitively taken care of. Do anybody dare to ask him to present? What i dun understand is by consensus our groups split up the load and also by consensus we draw lots for see who present then why assigned the task to me. So issit fair to me? And by right everybody should contribute to a project, i am glad that my group has no free rider but from the distribution of load and effort contributed. Fair?
Some benefits were mentioned to me. Who doesn't knows? i can further add points:
- Learning experience
- Gaining Confidence
- Learning presentation skill
- Enhancing ur resume
- Being more popular ( dun think anybody will not recognised u after the presentation)
- Better understanding of topic
- Overcome ur stage fright
- Got a better start than ppl who does not have such experience.
- might even help in ur career development.
However, nobody wants this "excellent" job. Whatever said cannot be undone. I won't pushed away my responsibility cuz it was me for draw the lot. What i am unhappy about is being misunderstood and pin-pointed. And if ppl really think this is beneficial pls offered to take it from me, otherwise pls just keep quiet cuz it just sound like sarcasm.
The reason for me to post this is not to reprimand anyone. Just hope that i can be slightly respected and not taken for granted. I was jus writing this as my personal opinion. Ppl who do have something in their mind about me i do accept criticism!!! I wanna clarified i am noT scolding or finding fault or whatsoever.
I just wanted to jot down what i am feeling at the moment.
I will probably laff at my stupidity in the future....
Monday, October 22, 2007
~ A Hungry Man is an Angry Man~
Bad luck falls upon me on the 1st day of the week. First i nearly overslept for pract again, eventually reached the bus-stop but missed bus 95. Reached the lab and realized that i typed my long report's cover pg as short report and the TA already marked it!!! i'm so worried that i have to do another long report to compensate, so i approached khoo SB, for explanations. He said it's okay and get my marked report back to mark.... OMG!!! I am so worried that he will mark me down cuz the TA already marked once, so he can easily spot my mistakes lo.Worst thing is i tell Dar that i will be meeting him at around 12 after my pract. But pract timing is very unpredictable one Drag a bit left the lab at around12.30. Sherry got a compile of expt from 1 to 12 and offered us to photocopied. so i spent around 1 hr photocopied $5 worth of notes and met Dar at 2pm. He so NOT understanding blame me for letting him waited so long and that he's super hungry then i still so late. i already told him that i gg to photocopy notes already if he's hungry he should eat something 1st wat. I'm also very hungry lo FYI i woke up at 8 am and have light breakfast only! Then called me so so many times. i carried the notes so heavy how to picked up his calls. Some more give me "black face" when we met. I'm so angry!!!
It's after he ate his lunch then he's back to normal. Indeed, "A Hungry Man is an Angry Man". haha.. Next time u bully me again i will blog to complain about u. Bleah~
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Lynn deserved an enjoyable weekend after all the hectic works. Hurray... Guess what Dar & me wento AMK hub, it's opened for 1 year plus lo still haven got the chance to shop there yet. A neighbourhood shopping mall is not bad though! A small-scale non-smoking REVEAL campaign was held there. A friendly girl approached us to join this campaign. Basically what they do is to take a pic of us and use some software to predict how we look like when we are 60 year old. Sounds pretty amazing rite?.JPG)
The pic on the left is what we will look like if we r non-smoker and the pic on the right is what we will look like if we r smoker. lol. Horrible. 1st: pls get a taller person to take nicer shot of us, the girl we take pic of us is like 150cm? she held the camera so close to my face , that i almost blink my eye. Dar was worst. The angle of elevation is so great. Poor Dar looks like a giant while poor ger looks like a dwarf. lol. 2nd : That pic probably is how i will look when I'm 80, is jus blurring of pic and darkening at some regions. From the pic, Dar looks younger if he smoked... DISAPPOINTED! In the end, we rec a complementary voucher from zA. Well that is a bonus, cuz we joined jus out of curiosity and fun.
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Pepper Lunch!!! Dar ordered the double salmon. I ordered salmon pasta. Yummy... when the food was served the 1st thing that came to my mind is to stir n mix them.
But the 'helpful' waitress said," Do u know noe to cook? i thought there's another innovative way to cook the pasta cuz it's new on their menu.
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So u can be a good cook too if u r a good stirrer. hehe.
Thursday, October 18, 2007
~Hectic Workload~
Whew.. never blog for about a week or so. This is my sleep deprived period man~ so many things to complete. Happily went prawning last Friday after IA quiz. It's my first time prawning, if u r gg to ask me whether it's fun or not i can only say: " It's fun if u can catch the prawn" Btw i caught two prawns lo. Hey u think it's so easy to catch ar... At least i caught some. it's better than nothing OoP~ the BBQ food was nice, the babes prepared all the foods so my duty is to clear them haha. They person in charge was nice enough to let up extend for nearly 1 hr FOC. btw i sleep it was already 3am. The prawns must be laughing at me for missing my beauty sleep jus for two prawn. But i still wanna go prawning. Any interested parties pls msg me. heheThe next day was even more siong. I woke up at 10 plus getting ready to go zt house for the IA project. That kuku late as usual made me waited for so so so long. Guess what zt, kuku and me, the amazing three been making the comparisons all the way till 7 plus in the morning. That stupid kuku kept saying lame jokes. hello~ bu shi comparison de dong xi can dun say or not!!! Luckily, zt & me is accompanied by FM933 if not really can go mad just be listening to his lame jokes. I really salute to zt, she extended our 4 pgs comparison into 6 pgs. haha. I am really proud that i broke my own record for not sleeping within 24 hrs. haha. I do look like zombie, haven recovered from my sleeping debts yet.
Thanks to zt for helping me to submit my reports, if not i dun think i will have time to post this too. So tired and craving for KTV after listening to 933 for the whole night. OMG starting forensic paper now~ Nightmare awaits. Sob~ sob~
Monday, October 1, 2007
Escapda de Orchard Road
This is the last day of my term break haven been doing something constructive yet. Recently was fretting over some crisis. I'm so sorry dar for being so bad-tempered recently. Dar cheered me up by treating me my favourite Japanese food. hee. This is wat i ordered.
Does this look appetizing? But it's too salty, but manged to finished the whole thingy. Dar started eating right away, he must be famished after consoling her dear gf. haha. Looked his Ramen looks delicious....
Yummy... It's pretty late after our dinner but we still manged to shop around orchard road. Dar got himself a jean which definitely looked good on him, cuz is what i choose for him and even forced him to give it a try. Poor me din get anything and my leg ached cuz of the new heel that i wore. Tml will be a better day i hoped. For now, have to get some rest lo...