Monday, December 17, 2007
My feet ached again. This time was worst then the previous time it ached even when I'm not walking. This aching have been with my for years already. It really restrict what i want to wear cuz i can't wear heels.Dar was not working today and brought me to the osteopath. Sorry Dar u should be resting at home today from yesterday's night shift but u still insist of bringing me to see the osteopath
That person only rubbed on one of my foot, he ask me to come back again for another leg when i recovered. I wasn't allow to touch water, neither could i eat something sour or spicy. Today's raining of course wet a bit.
We planned to eat the congee after that but it eas closed... So i bring Dar to eat the xiao long bao. Normally it's packed wif ppl but today there isn't any ppl in there. It's so weird the entire shop only Dar and me. So we just left after eating. Poor Dar was so tired that he sleep immediately upon entering the MRT.
Maybe some lucky soul haven been treated unfairly before, but i encountered unfairness all the time.The feeling of non-existence is unbearable. Imagine nobody care whether she is alive or not, whether she is depressed. It might b a miracle tat she was even remembered.
I can only say All human being are borned wif different fate. Some ppl are princess to everyone else.
I can only feel existence whenever i wif Dar. Thanks Dar for your patience, understanding and concern. I think only u this sa gua will value me in this world. U will remember and pay attention to whatever i said and liked. Never forget about my birthday and tried to gif me the pressie that i wanted. U will always support my decisions and lend me a pair of listening ear every time for almost 8 yrs without fail.
How do i live without u?