Maybe some lucky soul haven been treated unfairly before, but i encountered unfairness all the time.The feeling of non-existence is unbearable. Imagine nobody care whether she is alive or not, whether she is depressed. It might b a miracle tat she was even remembered.

I can only say All human being are borned wif different fate. Some ppl are princess to everyone else.

I can only feel existence whenever i wif Dar. Thanks Dar for your patience, understanding and concern. I think only u this sa gua will value me in this world. U will remember and pay attention to whatever i said and liked. Never forget about my birthday and tried to gif me the pressie that i wanted. U will always support my decisions and lend me a pair of listening ear every time for almost 8 yrs without fail.

How do i live without u?

She is as skinny as even. Can u pls eat more that 2 mouthful of noodles, never eat how to gain weight?

I like the celebrities hat used to have one but lost on the bus. ha ha That was quite long ago i took it out when i was in the bus cuz i feel uneasy as almost everybody in the bus was looking at my hat. But i left it on my seat before alighting. Sotong me!!!

How do i look wif the celebrities hat? i know i look a bit stunned in that pic. But it was so crowded pai seh to take photo mah. But dun think I'm getting one, already got quite a number of hat but din really wear them. Often bought thing on impulse, all becuz of Dar lah! everytime ask him whether the things are nice he will say nice or okay lo, after i buy then he say the things not nice. Argh.. can give me good advice or not. But i forgive him cuz i know he does that cuz he dun wanna dampened my mood. =P

Today is another happy day, cuz i get to rest at home. Been going out everyday after exam I'm so tired. I went out wif my mummy today, went to chong pang for lunch. And i bought $2 4D for fun. Shouldn't have buy and waste my $2 my number didn't come out . Haiz dunno y ppl like to buy 4-D.

Talking about chong pang, just went there to celebrate Keong's birthday on Friday 14/12/2007, which is just after the chalet. Been so long since our last meet-up... But the food is still as yummy the cereal prawn and my favourite tofu. And finally got to pass 美美 and keong the Europe souvenirs, those have been in my house accumulating dust for months already. 美美 so gan dong that i got him pressie tat he almost cried. And i specially brought my camera out to take some pic, but end up din take any.So sad!!! Stuck wif the habit of taking photos everywhere ever since EURIP II.

美美 complaint that he hasn't been watching movies for a long long long long time so we being super 好心人，of course accompany him lo. Despite being in 1/2 coma state, i still watch Warlords wif him. He buy CD before the show ma, i just being nice and offered me help to keep them for him so that he can enjoyed his show more comfortably. Poor me! Kna yue wang by him for intending stealing him CD. So horrible!!! Dun think u 美 can anyhow yue wang ppl ok.

Takeshi is so handsome he seem to gets younger and younger now. Issit because of the make-up? Make-up really makes wonder. Andy lau is forever cool that i dun have to comment further. About that show... erm okay la not too bad . Perhaps it's not the best time for a person who sleep only 4 hrs in 2 days to watch such movie.

I feel so bad cuz i say i will sleep in the chalet cuz i dun want bad complexion but i didn't! Lynn has poor discipline.... What worst is i never rest after that as well. My complexion now is really hopeless, not only that i lost my voice and sound like Donald duck now.

Cant go KTV at the moment. So sorry sis, Yongtai and yude they all. Pls postpone the KTV sessions for me. It's very terrible to go KTV if u cannot sing, cuz u will be very tempted to sing when u hear those songs, but if u sing u not only will hurt ppl's ears but u voice will be cuter than Donald duck.