My Life's is beyond my control
Things always don't turn out the way i expected
Just when u thought that u can make it through
Fate play a joke on me again
Why do ppl jus see flaws w/o appreciating the good....
Eye of the perfectionists can't tolerate the slightest fault
If mistake are unforgivable then y is there a phrase saying," ppl who never make mistake never learn?"
They dun understand not everybody see perfect in the same way.
Time flies but not fast enough.
i wanna change my past but i cant
i wanna to be in my future but i cant
Presently, i can only live to the fullest so that i will have no regret.
Just when i though i can take it easy, i am hurt again by the innate nature of homosapien
Started to know more about Red.M.T. She says got no goal in life. That sounded just like me. I have no goal in life and dun even noe who i am. Lynn seem to b the closest stranger to me. It true tat we take ppl who r nice and genuine concern for us for granted. I am sorry all my dearest. Their care for us is selfless feels like gg up to my mum hugging her telling her how much i love her.
About Ah-Na, she is the most easy-gg person i even encountered. No matter how unfairly she is being treated, she still smile and accept what lies in front of her. This is a very brave and strong character. Not everyone can be as cool as she is.
I haven be really opened up to my thoughs and feelings, i rather share my activities or encounter in my blog, cuz i dunno who will end up reading them.
But to be very very honest now. I really really dun wish to give the presentation on Tuesday.
"It just a presentation it over in no time," said somebody
It's not the matter of long or short. Can u imagine a burden that nobody wants was thrown to u? Beside having to overcome my stage fright, i have to live up to the expectations of them. I felt like a puppet with absolutely no freedom of speech, no pride, no respect. U can only do ur best when u have the wiliness to do them.
Of course i have been sorting my mindset and make myself feel happier, willing and ready to present. Take it easy is easier to be said than done. What i want is some supports and encouragements, what i got is that kind of u better present well and dun pull down my grade attitude from somebody. If u are sincerely worried then take the job. IF NOT pls SHUT UP. The truth is ugly. Ppl who r nice on the surface might be the greatest faker on earth.
Haiz... this is supposed to be Friday's post. Friday is most tired day of week have to be in school from 12pm to 10 pm. Ytd was doing amendment to my slide. My eye was 1/2 closed when i'm doing them. Some of the points i dun understand too.... I have to change them so that i dun sound like a Nagy ah ma on Tues.